dreams

i've already had a lot of dreams about lyra... from simple dreams like dreaming about a smiling chubby little girl that was seated on my tummy and we were playing (this i dreamt months and months before we found out that the lil bumper is a baby girl)... to the weirdest dream to date... about how she turned into a krispy kreme donut and i accidentally left her (1 donut in a krispy kreme box) on the seat of a bus and when i got her back, someone took a bite out of donut-her already [i ended up staying away from krispy kreme donuts for months after THAT dream]... to a really sad dream about how i was watching someone that i loved make love to someone else... and having a little girl holding my hand and she was asking me, "what's **** doing?" and i answered, "he's saying goodbye." ... =/

just last night, i dreamt that i was about to give birth...

it wasn't a scary labor type dream wherein the mom is typically depicted as yelling her lungs out... what i can remember is that i was in bed and in the dream i think my water bag broke and i simply knew that i was going to give birth already. and thinking about it, what struck me was that the dream-me was very calm.

well, i hope when that time comes, ideally approximately 6 weeks from now, i'd be calm and not go nuts. :)